"The Conqueror Worm" (my absolute favorite poem by Poe)
Lo! 'tis a gala night
Within
the lonesome latter years!
An angel throng,
bewinged, bedight
In veils,
and drowned in tears,
Sit in a theatre,
to see
A play
of hopes and fears,
While the orchestra
breathes fitfully
The
music of the spheres.
Mimes, in the form
of God on high,
Mutter
and mumble low,
And hither and thither
fly-
Mere
puppets they, who come and go
At bidding of vast
formless things
That
shift the scenery to and fro,
Flapping from out
their Condor wings
Invisible
Woe!
That motley drama-
oh, be sure
It shall
not be forgot!
With its Phantom
chased for evermore,
By a
crowd that seize it not,
Through a circle
that ever returneth in
To the
self-same spot,
And much of Madness,
and more of Sin,
And
Horror the soul of the plot.
But see, amid the
mimic rout
A crawling
shape intrude!
A blood-red thing
that writhes from out
The
scenic solitude!
It writhes!- it
writhes!- with mortal pangs
The
mimes become its food,
And seraphs sob
at vermin fangs
In human
gore imbued.
Out- out are the
lights- out all!
And,
over each quivering form,
The curtain, a funeral
pall,
Comes
down with the rush of a storm,
While the angels,
all pallid and wan,
Uprising,
unveiling, affirm
That the play is
the tragedy, "Man,"
And
its hero the Conqueror Worm.
"Annabel Lee"
It was many and many a year ago,
In a kingdom by the sea,
That a maiden there lived whom you
may know
By the name of ANNABEL LEE;
And this maiden she lived with no
other thought
Than to love and be loved by me.
I was a child and she was a child,
In this kingdom by the sea;
But we loved with a love that was
more than love-
I and my Annabel Lee;
With a love that the winged seraphs
of heaven
Coveted her and me.
And this was the reason that, long
ago,
In this kingdom by the sea,
A wind blew out of a cloud, chilling
My beautiful Annabel Lee;
So that her highborn kinsman came
And bore her away from me,
To shut her up in a sepulchre
In this kingdom by the sea.
The angels, not half so happy in heaven,
Went envying her and me-
Yes!- that was the reason (as all
men know,
In this kingdom by the sea)
That the wind came out of the cloud
by night,
Chilling and killing my Annabel Lee.
But our love it was stronger by far
than the love
Of those who were older than we-
Of many far wiser than we-
And neither the angels in heaven above,
Nor the demons down under the sea,
Can ever dissever my soul from the
soul
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee.
For the moon never beams without bringing
me dreams
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And the stars never rise but I feel
the bright eyes
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee;
And so, all the night-tide, I lie
down by the side
Of my darling- my darling- my life
and my bride,
In the sepulchre there by the sea,
In her tomb by the sounding sea.
"The Black Cat"
FOR the most wild, yet most homely
narrative which I am about to pen, I neither expect nor solicit belief.
Mad indeed would I be to expect it, in a case where my very senses reject
their own evidence. Yet, mad am I not --and very surely do I not
dream. But to-morrow I die, and to-day I would unburthen my soul. My immediate
purpose is
to place before the world, plainly, succinctly, and without
comment, a series of mere household events. In their consequences, these
events have terrified --have tortured --have destroyed me. Yet I will not
attempt to expound them. To me, they have presented little but Horror --to
many they will seem less terrible than baroques. Hereafter, perhaps, some
intellect may be found which will reduce my phantasm to the common-place
--some intellect more calm, more logical, and far less excitable than my
own, which will perceive, in the circumstances I detail with awe, nothing
more than an ordinary succession of very natural causes and effects.
From my infancy I was noted for the
docility and humanity of my disposition. My tenderness of heart was even
so conspicuous as to make me the jest of my companions. I was especially
fond of animals, and was indulged by my parents with a great variety of
pets. With these I spent most of my time, and never was so happy as when
feeding and caressing them. This peculiar of character grew with my growth,
and in my manhood, I derived from it one of my principal sources of pleasure.
To those who have cherished an affection for a faithful and
sagacious dog, I need hardly be at the trouble of explaining
the nature or the intensity of the gratification thus derivable. There
is something in the unselfish and self-sacrificing love of a brute,which
goes directly to the heart of him who has had frequent occasion to test
the paltry friendship and gossamer fidelity of mere Man.
I married early, and was happy to
find in my wife a disposition not uncongenial with my own. Observing my
partiality for domestic pets, she lost no opportunity of procuring those
of the most agreeable kind. We had birds, gold fish, a fine dog, rabbits,
a small monkey, and a cat.
This latter was a remarkably large
and beautiful animal, entirely black, and sagacious to an astonishing degree.
In speaking of his intelligence, my wife, who at heart was not a little
tinctured with superstition, made frequent allusion to the ancient popular
notion, which regarded all black cats as witches in disguise. Not that
she was ever serious upon this point --and I mention the matter at all
for no better reason than that it happens, just now, to be remembered.
Pluto --this was the cat's name --was
my favorite pet and playmate. I alone fed him, and he attended me wherever
I went about the house. It was even with difficulty that I could prevent
him from following me through the streets.
Our friendship lasted, in this manner,
for several years, during which my general temperament and character --through
the instrumentality of the Fiend Intemperance --had (I blush to confess
it) experienced a radical alteration for the worse. I grew, day by day,
more moody, more irritable, more regardless of the feelings of
others. I suffered myself to use intemperate language
to my At length, I even offered her personal violence. My pets, of course,
were made to feel the change in my disposition. I not only neglected, but
ill-used them. For Pluto, however, I still retained sufficient regard to
restrain me from maltreating him, as I made no scruple of maltreating the
rabbits, the monkey, or even the dog, when by accident, or through affection,
they came in my way. But my disease grew upon me --for what disease is
like Alcohol! --and at length even Pluto, who was now becoming old, and
consequently somewhat peevish --even Pluto began to experience the effects
of my ill temper.
One night, returning home, much intoxicated,
from one of my haunts about town, I fancied that the cat avoided my presence.
I seized him; when, in his fright at my violence, he inflicted a slight
wound upon my hand with his teeth. The fury of a demon instantly possessed
me. I knew myself no longer. My original soul seemed, at once, to take
its flight from my body; and a more than fiendish malevolence, gin-nurtured,
thrilled every fibre of my frame. I took from my waistcoat-pocket a pen-knife,
opened it, grasped the poor beast by the throat, and deliberately cut one
of its eyes from the socket! I blush, I burn, I shudder, while I pen the
damnable atrocity.
When reason returned with the morning
--when I had slept off the fumes of the night's debauch --I experienced
a sentiment half of horror, half of remorse, for the crime of which I had
been guilty; but it was, at best, a feeble and equivocal feeling, and the
soul remained untouched. I again plunged into excess, and soon drowned
in wine all
memory of the deed.
In the meantime the cat slowly recovered.
The socket of the lost eye presented, it is true, a frightful appearance,
but he no longer appeared to suffer any pain. He went about the house as
usual, but, as might be expected, fled in extreme terror at my approach.
I had so much of my old heart left, as to be at first grieved by this evident
dislike on the part of a creature which had once so loved me. But this
feeling soon gave place to irritation. And then came, as if to my final
and irrevocable overthrow, the spirit of PERVERSENESS. Of this spirit philosophy
takes no account. Yet I am not more sure that my soul lives, than I am
that perverseness is one of the primitive impulses of the human heart --one
of the indivisible primary faculties, or sentiments, which give direction
to the character of
Man. Who has not, a hundred times, found himself committing
a vile or a silly action, for no other reason than because he knows he
should not? Have we not a perpetual inclination, in the teeth of our best
judgment, to violate that which is Law, merely because we understand it
to be such? This spirit of perverseness, I say, came to my final overthrow.
It was this unfathomable longing of the soul to vex itself --to offer violence
to its own nature --to do wrong for the wrong's sake only --that urged
me to continue and finally to consummate the injury I had inflicted upon
the unoffending brute. One morning, in cool blood, I slipped a noose about
its neck and hung it to the limb of a tree; --hung it with the tears streaming
from my eyes, and with the bitterest remorse at my heart; --hung it because
I knew that it had loved me, and because I felt it had given me no reason
of offence; --hung it because I knew that in so doing I was committing
a sin --a deadly sin that would so jeopardize my immortal
soul as to place it --if such a thing were possible --even
beyond the reach of the infinite mercy of the Most Merciful and Most Terrible
God.
On the night of the day on which this
cruel deed was done, I was aroused from sleep by the cry of fire. The curtains
of my bed were in flames. The whole house was blazing. It was with great
difficulty that my wife, a servant, and myself, made our escape from the
conflagration. The destruction was complete. My entire worldly
wealth was swallowed up, and I resigned myself thenceforward
to despair.
I am above the weakness of seeking
to establish a sequence of cause and effect, between the disaster and the
atrocity. But I am detailing a chain of facts --and wish not to leave even
a possible link imperfect. On the day succeeding the fire, I visited the
ruins. The walls, with one exception, had fallen in. This exception was
found
in a compartment wall, not very thick, which stood about
the middle of the house, and against which had rested the head of my bed.
The plastering had here, in great measure, resisted the action of the fire
--a fact which I attributed to its having been recently spread. About this
wall a dense crowd were collected, and many persons
seemed to be examining a particular portion of it with
every minute and eager attention. The words "strange!" "singular!" and
other similar expressions, excited my curiosity. I approached and saw,
as if graven in bas relief upon the white surface, the figure of a gigantic
cat. The impression was given with an accuracy truly marvellous. There
was a rope about the animal's neck.
When I first beheld this apparition
--for I could scarcely regard it as less --my wonder and my terror were
extreme. But at length reflection came to my aid. The cat, I remembered,
had been hung in a garden adjacent to the house. Upon the alarm of fire,
this garden had been immediately filled by the crowd --by some one of whom
the
animal must have been cut from the tree and thrown, through
an open window, into my chamber. This had probably been done with the view
of arousing me from sleep. The falling of other walls had compressed the
victim of my cruelty into the substance of the freshly-spread plaster;
the lime of which, had then with the flames, and the
ammonia from the carcass, accomplished the portraiture
as I saw it.
Although I thus readily accounted
to my reason, if not altogether to my conscience, for the startling fact
'just detailed, it did not the less fall to make a deep impression upon
my fancy. For months I could not rid myself of the phantasm of the cat;
and, during this period, there came back into my spirit a half-sentiment
that seemed, but was not, remorse. I went so far as to regret the loss
of the animal, and to look about me, among the vile haunts which I now
habitually frequented, for another pet of the same species, and of somewhat
similar appearance, with which to supply its place.
One night as I sat, half stupefied,
in a den of more than infamy, my attention was suddenly drawn to some black
object, reposing upon the head of one of the immense hogsheads of Gin,
or of Rum, which constituted the chief furniture of the apartment. I had
been looking steadily at the top of this hogshead for some minutes, and
what now caused me surprise was the fact that I had not sooner perceived
the object thereupon. I approached it, and touched it with my hand. It
was a black cat --a very large one --fully as large as Pluto, and closely
resembling him in every respect but one. Pluto had not a white hair upon
any portion of his body; but this cat had a large, although indefinite
splotch of white, covering nearly the whole region of the breast.
Upon my touching him, he immediately
arose, purred loudly, rubbed against my hand, and appeared delighted with
my notice. This, then, was the very creature of which I was in search.
I at once offered to purchase it of the landlord; but this person made
no claim to it --knew nothing of it --had never seen it before.
I continued my caresses, and, when
I prepared to go home, the animal evinced a disposition to accompany me.
I permitted it to do so; occasionally stooping and patting it as I proceeded.
When it reached the house it domesticated itself at once, and became immediately
a great favorite with my wife.
For my own part, I soon found a dislike
to it arising within me. This was just the reverse of what I had
anticipated; but I know not how or why it was --its evident fondness for
myself rather disgusted and annoyed. By slow degrees, these feelings of
disgust and annoyance rose into the bitterness of hatred. I avoided the
creature; a certain sense of shame, and the remembrance of my former deed
of cruelty, preventing me from physically abusing it. I did not, for some
weeks, strike, or otherwise violently ill use it; but gradually --very
gradually --I came to look upon it with unutterable loathing, and to flee
silently from its odious presence, as from the breath of a pestilence.
What added, no doubt, to my hatred
of the beast, was the discovery, on the morning after I brought it home,
that, like Pluto, it also had been deprived of one of its eyes. This circumstance,
however, only endeared it to my wife, who, as I have already said, possessed,
in a high degree, that humanity of feeling which had once been my distinguishing
trait, and the source of many of my simplest and purest pleasures.
With my aversion to this cat, however,
its partiality for myself seemed to increase. It followed my footsteps
with a pertinacity which it would be difficult to make the reader comprehend.
Whenever I sat, it would crouch beneath my chair, or spring upon my knees,
covering me with its loathsome caresses. If I arose to walk it would
get between my feet and thus nearly throw me down, or,
fastening its long and sharp claws in my dress, clamber, in this manner,
to my breast. At such times, although I longed to destroy it with a blow,
I was yet withheld from so doing, partly it at by a memory of my former
crime, but chiefly --let me confess it at once --by absolute dread of the
beast.
This dread was not exactly a dread
of physical evil-and yet I should be at a loss how otherwise to define
it. I am almost ashamed to own --yes, even in this felon's cell, I am almost
ashamed to own --that the terror and horror with which the animal inspired
me, had been heightened by one of the merest chimaeras it would be possible
to
conceive. My wife had called my attention, more than
once, to the character of the mark of white hair, of which I have spoken,
and which constituted the sole visible difference between the strange beast
and the one I had y si destroyed. The reader will remember that this mark,
although large, had been originally very indefinite; but, by
slow degrees --degrees nearly imperceptible, and which
for a long time my Reason struggled to reject as fanciful --it had, at
length, assumed a rigorous distinctness of outline. It was now the representation
of an object that I shudder to name --and for this, above all, I loathed,
and dreaded, and would have rid myself of the monster had I dared --it
was now, I say, the image of a hideous --of a ghastly thing --of the GALLOWS!
--oh, mournful and terrible engine of Horror and of Crime --of Agony and
of Death!
And now was I indeed wretched beyond
the wretchedness of mere Humanity. And a brute beast --whose fellow I had
contemptuously destroyed --a brute beast to work out for me --for me a
man, fashioned in the image of the High God --so much of insufferable wo!
Alas! neither by day nor by night knew I the blessing of Rest any more!
During the former the creature left me no moment alone; and, in the latter,
I started, hourly, from dreams of unutterable fear, to find the hot breath
of the thing upon my face, and its vast weight --an incarnate Night-Mare
that I had no power to shake off --incumbent eternally upon my heart!
Beneath the pressure of torments such
as these, the feeble remnant of the good within me succumbed. Evil thoughts
became my sole intimates --the darkest and most evil of thoughts. The moodiness
of my usual temper increased to hatred of all things and of all mankind;
while, from the sudden, frequent, and ungovernable outbursts of a fury
to which I now blindly abandoned myself, my uncomplaining wife, alas! was
the most usual and the most patient of sufferers.
One day she accompanied me, upon some
household errand, into the cellar of the old building which our poverty
compelled us to inhabit. The cat followed me down the steep stairs, and,
nearly throwing me headlong, exasperated me to madness. Uplifting an axe,
and forgetting, in my wrath, the childish dread which had hitherto
stayed my hand, I aimed a blow at the animal which, of
course, would have proved instantly fatal had it descended as I wished.
But this blow was arrested by the hand of my wife. Goaded, by the interference,
into a rage more than demoniacal, I withdrew my arm from her grasp and
buried the axe in her brain. She fell dead upon the spot, without a groan.
This hideous murder accomplished,
I set myself forthwith, and with entire deliberation, to the task of concealing
the body. I knew that I could not remove it from the house, either by day
or by night, without
the risk of being observed by the neighbors. Many projects
entered my mind. At one period I thought of cutting the corpse into minute
fragments, and destroying them by fire. At another, I resolved to dig a
grave for it in the floor of the cellar. Again, I deliberated about casting
it in the well in the yard --about packing it in a box, as if merchandize,
with the usual arrangements, and so getting a porter to take it from the
house. Finally I hit upon what I considered a far better expedient than
either of these. I determined to wall it up in the cellar --as the monks
of the middle ages are recorded to have walled up their victims.
For a purpose such as this the cellar
was well adapted. Its walls were loosely constructed, and had lately been
plastered throughout with a rough plaster, which the dampness of the atmosphere
had prevented from hardening. Moreover, in one of the walls was a projection,
caused by a false chimney, or fireplace, that had been filled up, and made
to resemble the rest of the cellar. I made no doubt that I could readily
displace the at this point, insert the corpse, and wall the whole up as
before, so that no eye could detect anything suspicious.
And in this calculation I was not
deceived. By means of a crow-bar I easily dislodged the bricks, and, having
carefully deposited the body against the inner wall, I propped it in that
position, while, with little trouble, I re-laid the whole structure as
it originally stood. Having procured mortar, sand, and hair, with every
possible precaution, I prepared a plaster could not every poss be distinguished
from the old, and with this I very carefully went over the new brick-work.
When I had finished, I felt satisfied that all was right. The wall did
not present the slightest appearance of having been disturbed. The rubbish
on the floor was picked up with the minutest care. I looked around triumphantly,
and said to myself --"Here at least, then, my labor has not been in vain."
My next step was to look for the beast
which had been the cause of so much wretchedness; for I had, at length,
firmly resolved to put it to death. Had I been able to meet with it, at
the moment, there could have been no doubt of its fate; but it appeared
that the crafty animal had been alarmed at the violence of my previous
anger, and forebore to present itself in my present mood. It is impossible
to describe, or to imagine, the deep, the blissful sense of relief which
the absence of the detested creature occasioned in my bosom. It did not
make its appearance during the night --and thus for onenight at least,
since its introduction into the house, I soundly and
tranquilly slept; aye, slept even with the burden of
murder upon my soul!
The second and the third day passed,
and still my tormentor came not. Once again I breathed as a free-man. The
monster, in terror, had fled the premises forever! I should behold it no
more! My happiness was supreme! The guilt of my dark deed disturbed me
but little. Some few inquiries had been made, but these had been readily
answered. Even a search had been instituted --but of
course nothing was to be discovered. I looked upon my future felicity as
secured.
Upon the fourth day of the assassination,
a party of the police came, very unexpectedly, into the house, and proceeded
again to make rigorous investigation of the premises. Secure, however,
in the inscrutability of my place of concealment, I felt no embarrassment
whatever. The officers bade me accompany them in their search. They
left no nook or corner unexplored. At length, for the
third or fourth time, they descended into the cellar. I quivered not in
a muscle. My heart beat calmly as that of one who slumbers in innocence.
I walked the cellar from end to end. I folded my arms upon my bosom, and
roamed easily to and fro. The police were thoroughly satisfied and
prepared to depart. The glee at my heart was too strong
to be restrained. I burned to say if but one word, by way of triumph, and
to render doubly sure their assurance of my guiltlessness.
"Gentlemen," I said at last, as the
party ascended the steps, "I delight to have allayed your suspicions. I
wish you all health, and a little more courtesy. By the bye, gentlemen,
this --this is a very well constructed house." (In the rabid desire to
say something easily, I scarcely knew what I uttered at all.) --"I may
say an excellently well constructed house. These walls --are you going,
gentlemen? --these walls are solidly put together"; and here, through the
mere phrenzy of bravado, I rapped heavily, with a cane which I held in
my hand, upon that very portion of the brick-work behind which stood the
corpse of the wife of my bosom.
But may God shield and deliver me
from the fangs of the Arch-Fiend! No sooner had the reverberation of my
blows sunk into silence than I was answered by a voice from within the
tomb! --by a cry, at first muffled and broken, like the sobbing of a child,
and then quickly swelling into one long, loud, and continuous scream,
utterly anomalous and inhuman --a howl --a wailing shriek,
half of horror and half of triumph, such as might have arisen only out
of hell, conjointly from the throats of the damned in their agony and of
the demons that exult in the damnation.
Of my own thoughts it is folly to
speak. Swooning, I staggered to the opposite wall. For one instant the
party upon the stairs remained motionless, through extremity of terror
and of awe. In the next, a dozen stout arms were tolling at the wall. It
fell bodily. The corpse, already greatly decayed and clotted with gore,
stood erect before the eyes of the spectators. Upon its head, with red
extended mouth and solitary eye of fire, sat the hideous beast whose craft
had seduced me into murder, and whose informing voice had consigned me
to the hangman. I had walled the monster up within the tomb!